THUNDERPANTS!

2007-11-20T08:56:00.000+08:00

Rick Springfield! Rick Springfield! Rick!

I know right, I wish I was living in the 80s so that Rick could be my crazy crush instead of Wentworth Miller and Cove Reber now hahaha. Rick is the bomb diggity. My all time favourite 80s song!

but lately something's changed that ain't hard to define
Jessie's got himself a girl and I wanna make her mine

Could you just say awesome?
:)

2007-11-19T10:36:00.000+08:00

Next time you come across a megalomaniac, tell him/her this:

The results are in
You're not impressing anyone
Just listen to what you're saying
Try to remember it's not always about you
Realize that in the long run your accomplishments are trivial

Won't you feel stupid then?

I'm tired of listening to you embarrass yourself
Please, do yourself a favor
Step off of your high horse, climb down from your pedestal and deflate your big head
Arrogance has never been an attractive trait, and you, my friend, have little reason to be proud

currently spinning:
[Note To Self - From First To Last]

2007-11-17T10:19:00.000+08:00

I trust in You for life to live and air to breathe

Purity fills my lungs

I no longer live in solitude

No longer bound

My heart beats with great devotion

This is the start to a new beginning

On my knees praying for mercy

Hands raised high, humble and broken

Wanting Your grace

Wanting Your security

Memories of laying face down, motionless, with such a hollow feeling inside

Soon I would end this life I was living

I am just a girl with a heart and sinful hands

I am a fallen victim

Lord, show me the way

Let my words be Your words

Let my thoughts be Your thoughts

To You, I give my praise

Show me the way

Take me in Your arms

Never let me go

Lord, show me the way, as I give myself to You

Never let me go

Hold me with Your everlasting love

Be my strength

Be my voice

Be my glory

Set me free

2007-11-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

Thank you for the surprise.

It got me so overwhelmed that I left my phone in the ladies. Bless the girl who found it. HAHA

But most of all, thank you for everything.
(this includes the sadistic Saw movie)
:)

eg elska thig

2007-11-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

Kakak, I love you so much. Thank you loads for the Canterbury bag!
:D :D

I miss Daddy already. Won't get to celebrate my birthday with him.
:(

currently spinning:
[Two As One - From First To Last]

2007-11-14T12:27:00.000+08:00

I wasn't late for training yesterday HAHA.

Speaking of which, training was freaking awesome in the sense that the fun we had and the energy drained out of almost every single cell in our bodies. Fitness drills were terribly exhausting and I was so disappointed in myself for not being able to piggyback Ashley. See, told you my leg muscles aren't strong and my knees gave way and Ash fell down with me when I was carrying her. Ash, I'm so so so sorry! But anyway, my right pelvic bone is hurting like crap right now haha.

And, I didn't attend History lesson this morning from 8 to 9. Oh hooorr, bad girl!
I went out of the house at 7 and it was raining so damn heavily so I called Mum and came back home at 7.10. Seriously, I wasn't in the mood to attend school and plus, I'm walking like an old lady.

If any guy could sing to me Ben Folds Five's "The Luckiest" and really meant the lyrics, I'd fall in love with him forever and ever and ever. Like Buzz Lightyear says, to eternity and beyond!

Of course we know that won't happen.

The fields are near and I won't trust the air with secrets
I can't stop holding this treasure in my arms
For all the water in the ocean
Could never turn this swan's legs from black to white

currently spinning:
[The Luckiest - Ben Folds Five]

2007-11-12T19:31:00.000+08:00

Went shopping today in town with the girlfriends - Nad, Zinc and Dorcas. Awesome retail therapy I must say because we bought skinnies, tops and pumps. Not exactly we; I didn't buy anything. Yeah, call me mad or whatever for not buying anything because there were fabulous and really really to-die-for sales like freaking everywhere. There was this particular top that I really love which was going at just 8 bucks. I know right, but I decided to sacrifice and resist the temptation of buying all in the name of saving.

Chilled at McDonalds after that and the people there were feeding the big fat pigeons with french fries and burger buns. Like what the hell right, do they even know that the more those pigeons eat, the more they poop and the more dangerous the poop is? If that wasn't bad enough, the pigeons were surrounding us and they were under our chairs and looking so fat and unhealthy and irritating and it wasn't a peaceful time because we were looking out for flying pigeons over our heads; they don't give a damn about where they poop.

I've thought about the things I need and want to do during the holidays.

1) Gain weight. The most easiest thing to do in the entire universe.
2) Run and visit the gym to work out the quadriceps. They suck like shit, that's why I keep getting quad strains and all.
3) Self-shopping and just walk walk walk
4) Practise Math and not to be a loser in the subject
5) Borrow books from the library, especially James Patterson's. OMG I haven't completed Roses Are Red!
6) Prepare for A Levels. It's crunch time baby.
7) Repeat no.4
8) Indulge in cool awesome kick-ass TV shows like Heroes at 10 tonight!
9) Repeat no.4

currently spinning:
[Situations - Escape The Fate]

2007-11-10T16:20:00.000+08:00

COVE :)

currently spinning:

[It's Far Better To Learn - Saosin]

2007-11-07T18:54:00.000+08:00

Training yesterday was awesome :)
Excluding the 70 push-ups as punishment for wearing the wrong shirt. Now my knees and thighs are aching like shit siolzzxxzzz. But who cares, it's fun!

I need to run and visit the gym. Like badly please. It's time to re-shape my mind and my body. Eversince I joined touch rugby, my knee joints have weakened and it is terrible, I tell you. Oh well, what's sports without pain right?

And what's rugby without getting dirty?
HAHA

overdrive on an uphill climb
30 minutes more until i’m free from all your lies
if you love it, let it go
that’s what they say

currently spinning:
[Long Drive Home - Say No More]

2007-11-05T11:12:00.000+08:00

I am now having an awesome conversation with my grandma about goreng pisang and how to make the batter very crispy. No actually she's asking me the methods. Go Granny! :)

As not many of you may know, in fact none of you, I am frighteningly interested in mythology, especially Egyptian. This deep, dark secret has long been way back since primary school. I just did an hour-long research on it last night before I went to sleep. Cleopatra falls under the list of Egypt's greatest pharaohs, along with Tutankhamun, Ramesses the Great, Amenhotep IV and so much more. And King Tut's mummy is on public display now, I want to watch!

If this was really King Tut's face, OMG I would definitely drool all over him!
Handsome right!

I'd love to take up a course of Egyptian mythology in university later. Apparently, there isn't any and even if there is, I'll be the only person in the whole campus, probably in Singapore, doing that.

I want to visit Egypt when I retire, or maybe even after I'm married. Sail on the river Nile, visit the Great Pyramids, Hatshepsut's temple, other symbolic structures like the Ramesseum, and of course saying hello to the mummies.

currently spinning:
[Where Were You? - Every Avenue]

2007-11-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

Today, I had a spankin' great time with my muthu Liana. The other muthu, Zaihasrah, couldn't make it since she has school. Zai, we miss you so so so badly and don't worry I'll arrange for another muthu date pretty soon.

We had 2 fast food meals today, KFC and LJS. Now my tummy is full of cheesy meltz-fish meal-pepsi-coca cola-fries stuff. Anyway we went to SCHU where I was so stoked about the pair of blue flats with flowers and it was gone gone gone. I should have bought it the other day when I went there with Dorcas. Damn regret, but then we walked and shopped again and I bought a long cardigan.

Vivocity was next. Liana, I can't believe you've never been there! It is this holy grail of shopping(somewhat) that I found my true love.

A pair of Everlast flats that I've been longing for!

The other day, I visited MPH bookstore and a HAPPINESS GURU book mentioned a happiness rule:
It's okay to spend and boost the economy. Treat yourself.

I boosted the economy today by buying 2 items hahaha.

My first 3 months buddy who entertained me with her ketupat story today, referrring to her bawah blok shopping paradise and the crazy person she is always, and we agreed that OP was like totally screwed.

Zaihasrah Bte Nasir, if you're reading this, we miss you real bad and please date us soon!
And to Liana, let's study hard for Math and after that we go out on another date :)

Oooo yeah I love you guys!

And today, I also listened to Gwen Stacy.
Could you just say freaking awesome!

currently spinning:
[Gun Held To The Head Of The World - Gwen Stacy]

2007-11-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

I screwed OP today, like totally TOTALLY SCREWED UP.
You kwow, those upside down inside out left right horizontally vertically screwing up. Yeah that's it.

Q&A section was horrific; I didn't think my answers made any sense in this world at all. Plus, all the mispronunciations and whatnots, but whatever. Project Work freaking over! C'mon say it with me now.

PW IS FREAKING OVER!

All the 7 months of effort and hard work, tolerance, patience(hardly), nonsense, fun has come to a close. May God have mercy on us and bless us with good grades for PW :)

currently spinning:
[Meet Us Here - The Glorious Unseen]

2007-10-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

Today was Extreme Makeover Home Edition-Kyle XY-Veronica Mars day. 3 hours of simultaneous shows and boy it was awesome!

And also I spent the night listening to Coldplay.
Very nice.

tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
oh, let's go back to the start
running in circles, coming up tails
heads on a science apart

2007-10-26T17:30:00.000+08:00

I was enjoying the very peaceful time alone at the computer desk in the classroom editting the powerpoint slides for OP this morning when suddenly she(the usual PW group member) came and nearly threw me off my seat.

"No lah, click that one lah"
"Cannot like this, must like that one"
"Wrong, the font should be bigger"
"How come the slides different animation ah?"
And bla bla bla bla bla.

If not for my extreme patience, I would have shouted at her to stop giving me irritating blabbers and comments which really made my blood boil equivalent to the temperature of the Sun.

I can't stand it. I really really can't.
7 months of tolerance has finally reached to zero tolerance.
Read that. ZERO.

Dear graduating O level students. The wonders of a subject called PW.
If you're lucky and have hardworking group members, good for you. If you're not, like me, you're doomed to hell.

Tsk tsk tsk.
What a sad school life I have.

Anyhoooos after school today was a lunch date with Dorcas, Nadiah and SzeYing at Mad Jack's Cafe. Had a golly wonderful time hanging out and discussing various topics such as school, promos and homosexuals(I know, right), but who cares. I love you, my lovelies! :)

2007-10-25T22:47:00.000+08:00

I still feel weird.
Someone just take a 45 and shoot me.

Anyway last night was amazing because Fendi and By Definition won, like ALHAMDULLILAH right! Semangat Melayu, they say :)

I need to get my life back on track. I want Nur Fatin Diyana Bte Johari to be back, the happy and smiley person, though I'm not sure when that'll happen.

This emotional crisis is killing me.

cannon whispers fires
throughout the night he swears he loves her

currently spinning:
[Who Pulled The Breaks - Jacobs Ladder]

2007-10-23T19:15:00.000+08:00

Okay I've decided on the pair of blue SCHU flats, a blouse from Forever 21 and a Canterbury bag.

Flats? Blouse? Bag?
Treat?

I'm promoted to J2.
:)

And so I cried, again. During the principal's talk, before and after receiving the results.
Do you know how intensely nerve-wrecking the long wait for the final results was? Absolutely horrific.

Anyway I really want the whole of 0728 to graduate together in 2008, but sadly we can't. 3 classes saw all of their students promoted and it left the rest shocked and jealous. Well, I guess it all comes down to one important thing.

God.
He guides me through my darkest hours.
He gives me hope and tells me to work hard and I did.
He's my Saviour.
For without Him, I am nothing.

I will and must work hard(guts,brain,ass) for the A Levels next year and be best friends with Math and go to NUS and take up political science.

:)

2007-10-21T19:40:00.000+08:00

South Africa captain John Smit and coach Jake White are smitten.
I am too because they just freaking won the ruby world cup yayyyyy! :)

Don't worry, I'm still alive.
Dying though.

When everything falls, this gives me strength.

August Burns Red - Composure

Shake it off, pick yourself up, they say
Your life fell apart in your hands, you've got the scars to prove it
It's not the first time and they're getting deeper

Pull it together
Button up your shirt
Roll down your sleeves
Don't let them see how you've coped

More and more your demeanor looks like quicksand
It seems like you're giving up on everything you worked for

It's pulling you under
It's gripping around your throat
It seems like you're giving up on everything

Life can be overwhelming
But don't turn your back on the strongest crutch you've ever had
They have always been there to brace your fall

Wave goodbye to the past
You've got your whole life to lead
It's time to gain some ground

currently spinning:
[Composure - August Burns Red]

2007-10-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

What an awful week.

Terrible headache struck me today. Felt like my head's going to burst anytime soon.
Runny nose and dizziness, what more PW. Oh boy, what a day.

Screw PW. It's turning me into a freaky person. I feel like I lost track of my life.

Sometimes I wish I could run away to some secluded place where I'm able to lead my life proper and just forget about the world. Pity, that won't happen though. Sick sad little world.

Sometimes I wish I could just stab myself. Or embark on a self-exile to Siberia and never come back. Or maybe even hit myself repeatedly with Gilbert so that I suffer from concussion.

Either way, my life is taking a really bad turn now. I don't even know what I'm doing in this world.

Someone just save me from the blasphemy in my wasteland.

2007-10-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

If I get promoted, I'll treat myself to a Topshop blouse and a Canterbury bag.

Whatever happens on 23 October, let it be. Retained or promoted, I promise to study harder and do better in future examinations.

Please shed some light on me and take me away from this messy state that I'm in now, God. My fate is in Your hands.

2007-10-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

Don't worry, I'm okay now.

Liar liar, pants on fire. Today I felt downright sucky and had no mood at all. So I decided to go home early at 10.30am instead and attend training at 3. Damn I miss rugby like alot. Holding Gilbert is enough to make me happy for the day :)

Today, birthday boy treated me to Starbucks(I know, I should be treating him). To birthday boy, I'm glad to have you as my good buddy for 5 years and may our friendship last till eternity(cehhh!). Promise I will treat you next time okay. Study hard and go to Monash University, and get married at 27 hahaha :)

2007-10-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

All these while, I've been the main editor of the written report.

God knows how much time and energy I put into making every version a suitable one.

I spent 10 hours straight editting the final version today and what do I get in the end when I asked my group members to print? Nothing but fucking comments on this not properly placed or that not bolded or whatsoever. Just bloody fucking comments on the wrong things that I did. Well I went through it like how many fucking times and do they even know how bloody fucking stressed I am right now? I bet they don't.

Because they don't even give a bloody fuck to the effort and work that I put in all these while.

I've been very very very patient to my group members since the start of PW lessons this year; now they've gotten on my very last bloody nerve.

Imagine your group members saying "Oh thank you Diyana" and "We couldn't do without you Diyana". Of course that's great right, but when they push every fucking thing to you to be done, and they do their own bloody stuff, how exactly would you feel? Considering punctuality also, which sadly, doesn't seem important to them.

I'm just bloody fucking stressed with Promos and PW, and now this.

I swear to God, you don't like me being angry.

2007-10-12T15:55:00.000+08:00

What I presumed turned out to be true.

Promos results: as good as getting retained in J1 next year.

I'm serious about dropping Math. It's so sickening when you've tried so hard and worked your guts and ass off, and in the end the result is still the same. This is different from O Levels where I kept failing my Add Math and then suddenly B3 for it; it's totally impossible now.

And GP, oh my shitty GP. Shitty shitty GP. I could just stab myself for not completing the paper.

It's just sickening and irritating when you worked so hard for something and in the end, you don't get what you want. Yes DNA, you toot toot toot sucker.

Sometimes I just want to quit JC and enter poly, but they won't let me.
Geez, what a pathetic life.

Anyway, I'm trying my very best to forget the results and hoping that the final tabulation on October 23 will be enough to promote me to J2. INSYA ALLAH. I will not waste my parents' money and their effort to send me to a JC. I will not be a silly noob and a useless student and a failure.

Speaking of parents, 'Bird' and 'Captain Crunch' were caught red-handed by me eating in the school canteen this morning. Like c'mon today is the last day of fasting and don't tell me they're having menstruation right? Eventhough this is a cheena school, there are malays too.

MAK BAPAK KAU PUNYE SEKOLAH YE.

Enough with today. Makes my life terrible.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to everyone and I promise not to retain in J1 next year.

2007-10-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

NYJC Open House this friday, 2-5pm.
Dear soon-to-be graduating Dunearnites especially (and of course students all over the island), do come and visit us.

You know, sometimes I wonder what shit that I've gotten myself into. I made the decision to go into a JC and now my life is practically taking a terribly wrong direction.

Anyway, PW today was good. We spent the 5 hours in class doing WR and singing like mad monkeys. After which, met Mum after school in town and shopped for handbags and food. Not eating when you can't fast and not eating when you are fasting are two totally different issues; the former being the tougher.

I'm as dead as a zombie. One day, I want to go to New Zealand and view the sheeps and mountains, and then to Turkey to help the poor kids there. I want to kill PW, but it looks like I can't. I want to skip school tomorrow and spend the day at home rearranging my life and PW stuff, but it looks like I can't too dammit. I want to sleep now okay bye.

currently spinning:
[SOS - Jonas Brothers]

2007-10-09T15:06:00.000+08:00

I shall start off with something really good.

PROJECT WORK, YOU TOOT TOOT TOOOT SUCKER!

Because of that, I stayed up till 4am this morning editting the third version of WR. My period cramps are driving me really nuts too.

Anyway I would like to wish AMIMIMI and AFIE a happy happy happy happy birthday! I miss you girls very much and I love you both. We bonded real close during NPCC and non-NPCC days, breakfast/lunch/dinner outings (where I usually balik cepat haha) and I miss the fond memories - the laughter, joy, tears, sorrow, happiness, madness, togertherness - especially ATF where our skin got all roasted and red, and the 'hazeline incident', remember? Damn you girls rock my undies (and socks too), God bless and study hard for your Os AMIMIMI and let's get promoted to J2 AFIE! :)

Spring-cleaned my room for 2 hours today. I just dumped all the secondary school books and files and in the end there were 6 huge bags of unwanted stuffs holy crap. And, cleaning while listening to Underoath and August Burns Red gets me in the 'cleaning' mood, very nice I know.

hari ini, saya nak buat chocolate chips! :)

currently spinning:
[No Tomorrow, Just Tonight - The Crash Motive]

2007-10-08T00:34:00.000+08:00

Sebastien Chabal aka "The Caveman". Your team made the situation at the final whistle like this......

My darlings lost. To France. 18-20. In Cardiff. This morning.
DNA, you silly noob! I stayed up until 1am and thought of taking a short nap till 2am, yeah so much for waking up an hour later. I ended up waking up at 5am for sahur and sulked after sahur when I logged onto RWC's website and found out the results.

No matter what darlings, you'll always be in my heart and you guys are the no.1 in the world to me :)

MUMMMMMMMY they lost to France booooooooohoooooooo.

Fiji just lost to the Springboks 20-37.

I hope Argentina will be able to defeat Scotland later.

And if it wasn't for Jonny's kicks, England would have lost to the Aussies.

DNA, you nooby noob noob, should've stayed up and watch the match instead of sleeping. Now look what happened, All Blacks are no more in the game! :(

2007-10-05T11:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, 4 October in the year 1957, the first satellite Sputnik was launched by USSR into the space.

Today, Promos is dead. YAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!
I felt wonderful doing the Human Geography paper this morning and
anyway after it ended we went up to the library and borrowed books and DVDs to spend our weekend with.

OHMYGOD is this awesome or what?

Come to think of it, not really that awesome as it seems. PW oral presentation and whatnots, stupid hell. You're such an irritating pain in the sorry ass.

On a brighter note, shoe shopping for Hari Raya this Sunday!

salamat ali laya, lamai-lamai olang mali :)

2007-10-03T20:00:00.000+08:00

It's official.

I screwed up History paper today, super duper big time.
How can I even forget the impacts of the Cuban Missile Crisis?

DNA, you noob.

However so, I went home feeling good and happy. I know, so very dangerous right. And and, my cough and flu got worse today; i coughed non-stop on the bus from the expressway till Bukit Panjang and my eyes teared. OHMYGOD i felt like lying flat on the bus floor after that.

Kayyy I'll work my ass off for the last paper of Promos; Human Geography on friday.
May I really nail that like super shit yeah!

currently spinning:
[You're Ever So Inviting - Underoath]

2007-10-01T08:27:00.000+08:00

Mind where you go, Ray.

It's a scary, old world out there.

You don't need Mr.A when there're The Hoosiers yay!

2007-09-30T01:19:00.000+08:00

Note to self:
HISTORY PAPER IS ON WEDNESDAY AND NOT TUESDAY, SILLY POP.

And I keep telling myself it's Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday.
-.-

Qistina, I went to the Geylang bazaar tonight again! :)
5th time, but the traffic(both vehicle and human) was terrible.

currently spinning:
[Worried About Ray - The Hoosiers]

2007-09-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

OMG like finally after today I'm left with two papers - History and Human Geography.
Gerek seyyyy!

Anywhooooo Physical Geography today was total crap. I did the photo sketch during the last 4 minutes and you bet it's wonderful. Malay paper in the morning left me almost brain-drained, so with the 4 hours till Geography starts, I was more of a crazy person talking and signalling to myself and the notes while others looked on.

Athlete is featured in today's Life! newspaper under 'indie music'! Go check out, I swear it is truly amazing, for fans of ambient electronica :)

I miss running and cheese fries.
And I have absolutely no idea as to how I've come to love August Burns Red.

currently spinning:
[Sugar Skulls - Envy On The Coast]

2007-09-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

Today was a curse.
One of the worst days in my entire life.

I took the wrong bus in the morning. Why the heck did they change the 700 bus line?!

Then it was Math paper. Absolutely horrible. Horrible horrible horrible.
I felt so dumb and stupid, in fact I felt like my intellectual capacity was lower than that of an animal, after doing the paper. Horrible, sick, degrading.

Just horrible.

I SUCK IN MATH.
take that.

How can I have a massive brain block at the vectors question? I knew the way to find the foot of the perpendicular but my mind went blank, dammit!

So I took a good step away from all the mess, and drowned my sorrow(ceyyy!) in a nice bowl of ice kacang and fish&chips at Al-Azhar.

Yey yey tomorrow and thursday no paper, so can study more for Geography and History!

go ahead and nail my face to the floor
you know i'll never make it on my own

currently spinning:
[Close Your Eyes - Spoken]

2007-09-23T01:34:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow, September 24, marks the start of Promotional exams and what did I do today?

I spent the night at the bazaar Ramadan in Geylang Serai, happy happy and finally got my baju kurung! Now I very happy lah :)

more and more you demeanor looks like quicksand
it seems like you're giving up on everything you've worked for

currently spinning:
[The Party Song - Emery]

2007-09-15T12:30:00.000+08:00

I went to the bazaar Ramadan in Geylang Serai.
Some food for thought.

Number 1: Too many Indonesian shops selling the 'bling-bling' kebayas, which as far as I've counted, constitute at least 80% of the space. Where the heck do the baju kurung and kebaya Melayu go?

Number 2: Unsightly views of Malay teenagers with thick makeup(not too bad), but worse was with tatooed bodies, barely-there eyebrows, coloured hair which was so totally ugly, profanities here and there, revealing clothes, and so many more. How are the Malays ever going to catch up with the Chinese and Indians in terms of social development? This is downright memalukan. Have some shame and decency please, for God's sake.

Number 3: Too many Chinese shops selling things not related to Hari Raya. Why aren't there spaces for shops selling baju kurung or kebaya, or simply just Malay stuffs?

HAIYOHH, APA INI!
Of course, the best part was the food :)

One more freaking week to Promos and then I'm doomed for good.

currently spinning:
[Composure - August Burns Red]

2007-09-12T23:19:00.000+08:00

12 freaking days to Promos.
This is the shit.

Afie Fifi, you made me crazy today <3
Trust me, you won't get cirit-birit tonight/tomorrow okay.

Anyway, as of now, I feel like I'm shooting myself at the feet and doomed for good.

Selamat berpuasa to everyone! :)
After Promos, kite enjoy ramai-ramai!

2007-09-08T12:15:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy today HEEEHEEEEHAAAAHUUUHAYYYY.

In the morning, I did some intense GP research on the environment and mass media.

Then, retail therapy with Mum and Sis.

Then right, I went to visit my cuteyyy-wuteyyyy little niece!
And oooohhhmygosshhhh bless my cousin for switching on to ESPN because there was freaking Rugby World Cup 2007! Like finally, after 4 long years of longing and yearning. My sayangs were contending with Italy. Who else but the All Blacks!

Stupid Channel 5 why now never telecast RWC 2007?!

Anyway I was so stoked to see All Blacks in another of their ever-amazing performances defeating Italy 76-14. So proud of Richie, Doug, Sivivatu and Dan! I get to learn side-stepping and efficient one-hand catches :)

And another OMG-ly amazing result, Australia-Japan 91-3.

I miss touch rugby trainings very much :(
after promos! after promos!

All Blacks+Rugby(contact and touch)=LOVE
They will win RWC 2007 once again!
:) :) :)

2007-09-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I feel like a useless piece of trash where I don't even know my purpose in life.

Sometimes, I wish I could live on the moon and be free to jump around in my astronaut suit and be amazed by the planets.

Sometimes, I feel so tired and sleepy that I just want to sleep but I can't because there's assignments/homework/blahblahblah that need to be done, like now.

currently spinning:
[I Don't Know About You But I Came To Dance - Forever The Sickest Kids]

2007-08-31T20:37:00.000+08:00

Today, I watched the film Munich and spent the night researching about the 1972 Munich Massacre. The film, by the way, is M18 and I was terribly silly to even borrow it from the school library in the first place because it wrote VIOLENCE on the reverse side of the DVD cover and I was covering my eyes for half the time of the movie.

The event is something not to be taken lightly. I've read views from both parties - Israelis and Palestines - and it is really complicated.

"I am not afraid, because people's souls are in God's hands, not Israel's"
-alleged mastermind of the massacre, Abu Daoud

That, saya setuju manyak-manyak.

Anyway, happy teachers' day to all teachers who've taught me to be good and disciplined in working my ass off for exams and all! I will continue doing that, plus working my brains and guts off, for Promos and A Levels.

And now, the list of THANK-YOUs:
Mr Kaan Quan To - for helping me to get A1 for English Os and B3 for Geography. I dreamt it was F9.
Mr Vijay - I jumped 6 grades up to B3 for Add Math and one grade up for Elementary Math.
Mdm Zaharah - for always reminding me to ATBQ(answer the bloody question) and A1 for Combined Humanities was because of you.
Mr Nick Lee - B3 for Physics(my least favourite subject) was awesome.
Mr Ng - A2 for Combined Science was also awesome.
Ms Sharon Tai - for believing in me and also, the BUC award during Speech Day 2006
Cikgu Supandi - the one who would sacrifice holidays and free time just to prepare us for the big days, I owe my A1 to you.
Mr Ng Kim Teck(NYJC) - for being a fatherly Geography teacher(eventhough a tad bit boring), but still, weeehoooo!
Mr Joshua Ng(NYJC) - for being an incredibly awesome GP teacher/assistant CT
Cikgu Ibrahim(NYJC) - janji nak kahwin lagi satu! (inside joke)
Mr Sequiera/Mr Mao(NYJC) - great History teachers who make me love the subject even more
Mr William Yeo(NYJC) - we promise we will complete our tutorials on time

:) :)

currently spinning:
[Faces - Scary Kids Scaring Kids]

2007-08-29T23:52:00.000+08:00

25 days to Promos.
HOLEEEYYYYY CRAP.

Today, I buka puasa with Dina, Nadiah, Kristine and Szeying exactly at 7.11pm at KFC.
Zinger Burger was so delightful :)

I feel so bleeeaauuuggghhhh.
-.-

I miss you Dunearn people of class 2006.

currently spinning:
[Generator - The Holloways]

2007-08-23T20:02:00.000+08:00

To the girl who's always on the move and very stubborn (as known by her still unhealed ankle), may you have a rocking life ahead and God bless! I totally forgot your birthday :)

selamat hari jadi!

selamat hari jadi, Shasha!

seeeeelaaamaaat hari jaaaaddddddiiiiiii!

2007-08-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

Can you believe that these adorable-like-teddy-bear guys are actually The Devil Wears Prada?

No?

Neither can I.

currently spinning:
[Is It Progression If A Cannibal Uses A Fork? - Chiodos]

2007-08-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

34 DAYS TO PROMOS.
FREAKING SHIIIITTTTT.

2007-08-19T12:23:00.000+08:00

I think I'm becoming crazy because I slept at 3am this morning. Saturdays are usually reserved for early-night sleep.

Doing what, you may ask?
PW and listening to songs.

I swear to God, PW is such a fuuuuhreaking pain in the fuuuuhreaking ass.
Anyway, I listened to TDWP for the first time in my 16 years of life.

My comments?
HOLY MAMAMAMAMAMAMA.
(go figure)

Tomorrow is Monday.
The day after tomorrow is Tuesday, and Math lecture test.
The day after Tuesday, GP test.
The day after Wednesday, 30 days to Promos.

I need to get my life back on track. I keep worrying about myself not being able to catch up with the rest of the classmates, and getting stressed up for no apparent reason. I'll just break down and cry if no one sees.

See?
Told you I'm becoming crazy.
And I'm turning into a nerd(which is perfectly fine).

Yesterday, my senior text-messaged me saying that she noticed I lost quite a bit of weight. Don't worry Ain, I'll be fine! :)

just one more hour
and i'll know the truth that separates the right
from all the wrong feelings that you have about me
your grace is distracting me

currently spinning:
[Tell Me Everything - Just Surrender]

2007-08-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

5 Things Why DNA Loves Today

1) History lecture was about the spread of the Cold War, SDI(Strategic Defense Initiative), START, USSR's move in Afghanistan, Contragate and so on. Very fun man!
2) I borrowed 2 books from the school library about Stalin and Khruschev, and The Soviet Union. Very engaging!
3) Outing with Ariff (sorry you had to experience the torture of waiting for me to choose the right clothes, but I ended up buying bracelets in the end) HAHA :)
4) I realised I love Stalin and USSR.
5) Because it rained.

Everybody, listen to Still Remains! Their new album rocks my ass, and it'll rock yours too :)

[Movies of Antartica - Stars of Track And Field]

2007-08-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

41 days to Promos

HOLY GEEEEEEEEE.

2007-08-11T18:43:00.000+08:00

Today I needed to get out of the house real badly.

So, my folks and I set out to Singapore Expo for the Asia Festival(which was quite Indonesian, ironically) first. Then to Taman Warisan for the Malay Arts Festival and we were greeted with a dikir barat performance. I'm going there again next Saturday! :)

But what made my day today is a nice cup of teh tarik and a piece of vadai with green chilli and a new bag from Arab Street!

Pictures of the day:

Meet my dad, also known as Pakcik Lilin(derived from the peribahasa 'puteri lilin'). So action please, he would take the longer route just to get under the shade.

Dikir barat performance! Very impressive, you!

[Take Her Back - The Pigeon Detectives]

2007-08-09T12:15:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy today HEEEHEEEHAAAAHUUUUHAYYYY.

In the morning, I did some intense GP research on the environment and mass media.

Then, it was shopping session with Mum and Sis at Causeway Point.

Then right, I went to visit my cuteyy-wuteyy little niece!
And ohmygooooshhhhh get this - I finally get to catch the Rugby World Cup after 4 years' of longing and yearning! :)

Stupid Channel 5 why now never telecast RWC 2007?!

Anyway I was so stoked to see my sayangs in black. Who else but the All Blacks!
They did it again this time, defeating Italy 76-14 with some magnificent tries from my favourite players Richie and Doug and Dan!

And another OMG-ly amazing result, Australia-Japan 91-3.

RWC makes me miss touch rugby trainings very much :(
after promos! after promos!

All Blacks+Rugby(contact and touch)=LOVE <3

2007-08-07T06:52:00.000+08:00

My ancestors are not apes and monkeys, dammit!

2007-08-04T16:27:00.000+08:00

Operation Diyana(literally) commenced yesterday morning at Jurong Medical Centre. I was terribly scared and ended up crying in my Mum's arms.

After saying goodbye, it was time to prepare for the operation. I think I spent about 20 minutes fumbling with the operation gowns - first attempt was back to front, second was inside out, and I finally got it right after the third attempt. After that I took a blood pressure test, and the big needle poked my hand.

Then........

The nurses and I made our way to Operation Suite 1. I thought it'll be done in a dentist's chair, but this was the real operation room with the bed and spotlights and all sorts of machines. The nurse placed the heart sensors on my chest and blood pressure band on my arm, the doctor placed an oxygen mask overmy mouth and the anaesthesist gave me the general anaesthesia. I couldn't remember a thing after that, I think I blacked out after 30 seconds. I didn't even catch a glimpse of my surgeon.

When I woke up, I was in another room feeling so sleepy and groggy and sick. Swallowing and talking was extremely difficult for me after the opration because they inserted a tube inside my nose through the throat to provide oxygen for breathing, and another tube dirct into my throat to clear the phlegm. No wonder I spent the whole day yesterday vomiting phlegm and water.

Eeewwwww. Okay.

If it wasn't for my sister who came to fetch me after I was discharged, I would have fainted halfway while walking. Thanks, Kakak! :)

The Sengkang doctor practically lied to me. I wasted $300 for the RCT, and his x-ray machine was so lousy. Because of him, I suffered alot. I missed a whole week of school, I suffered for close to a month, I couldn't talk for 4 consecutive days and I pretty much looked like an anorexic.

I thank God for giving me strength to pull through this, and of course the doctors and nurses who made sure I was alright throught the entire stay at the medical centre.

The stitches on my gum look really scary. I think the cut is about the size of the head of a teaspoon.

And now, I present to you.....

My crooked canine and 2 lower wisdom tooth(drilled to bits). My neck hurts terribly now and my face is square because of the swelling.

And the bill is a staggering $ABCD.EF

Yes, it is a four digit sum. Definitely not below $3000.

I'll have to miss yet another week of school :(

[Luck And Love - Jonas Sees In Colour]

2007-08-02T19:58:00.000+08:00

I'll be away for surgery tomorrow morning and be given general anaesthesia because that's the last resort.

And I know that I have to sacrifice my studies, probably even tarian for National Day next Wednesday. OMG

Please give me the strength to go through this stage of my life where i'll be experiencing unbearable pain once again, God. Please be there by my side before, during and after the surgery and assure me everything's going smoothly, God. In Your name, i trust. Amin.

I'll be fine :)

2007-07-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

My jaw infection is back and it's killing me.

I swear to God Almighty, it really is. Now I can't open my mouth as wide as I did this morning and the swell looks as if I've just sucked in a ball in my left cheek.

God no, I do not want to go through the pain again. But it looks like I have no other options now.

2007-07-27T00:51:00.000+08:00

Guess who I met on the bus last night on my way home?

Faizal the soccer dude from Dunearn! aka the kurus boy, as termed by me. HEH HEH
He still looked the same, like my cousin. And never fail to ask me about Mr A(haha you know who). The last time I saw Faizal was 6 months' back, and it was good catching things up with him. Be happy always with your girlfriend :)

Today, I felt like a happy nerd.

I reached school early.
I enjoyed badminton during PE lesson.
I enjoyed Math lecture on Vectors which is a pretty damn long topic.
I enjoyed CT period where Felicia, Nadiah and me discussed with Mr Ng about Promos and our big sick worries.
I so wanted to train for rugby, but once I started running a little, my lower calf gets all tensed up. chhhhhhh
I confined myself in the school library for 2 and a half hours doing Math assignments and then continued during training.
I read James Patterson's Black Friday on the bus home.
I watched Prison Break and I don't want Benjamin Franklin to die because he's a good daddy.

I swear to God, today was really good.

And I need to sleep.

so she's packing up to leave for good now
battlelines have been drawn out, love

[Liars And Battlelines - Rookie Of The Year]

2007-07-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

Today's training was one of the best! Sayang sama Douglas. Heheh.

But how can I possibly be the winger? I can't sprint for Heaven's sake, and Daniel was like "Sayang, you can sprint, that's why I put you as the winger". My leg is giving me problems again, that explains my lacklustre performance just now. Mmmm okay I love the wingers' drill because it was just the 6 of us and coach Douglas, and it was really cool.

Daddy picked me up at 7.45pm and I seriously don't know what's got into him on the way home. We sang along to Amy Winehouse's Rehab and then some hip-hop song(apparently with an Indian beat), and suddenly he craved for McDonalds ice cream and fries at KAP drive-in. He even spoke to the intercom with a British accent. hancur beb.

91.3fm plays really good songs at night.

Let's study like crazy people for promos! :)

we'll speak of what a waste i am
and how we missed your beat again

[Recover - The Automatic Automatic]

2007-07-21T18:26:00.000+08:00

Paramore is number 1 on Purevolume.
-.-

Singapore Touch Rugby competition from 9am to 3pm at Turf City today. Both U-17 and U-20 groups couldn't proceed onto the semi-finals but damn we did put up a great fight against the likes of HCI, RJC, SP, NJC and more. God helped us through the struggle, but eventhough we didn't emerge victorious in the end, I thank Him for making the team so determined and fight on playing in the heavy rain most of the time.

Saw Raji and Ryan in IJC guys' team. Yeah I miss you two!

NANYANG TOUCH RUGBY TEAM, we did a great job and I'm proud of us all. Drink mud, play touch!

Happy Racial Harmony Day and happy 19th birthday to Kakak! :)

[Angry Mob - Kaiser Chiefs]

2007-07-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

Pain comes, pain goes.

The doctor said I'm having tension headache. The muscles are cramping too much, no wonder it still doesn't go away after a week.

Tsk, terrible terrible.

2007-07-15T12:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday and today I watched Million Dollar Baby which I borrowed from the school library. I swear to God, it is the best movie ever.

Clint Eastwood is such an amazing director, Morgan Freeman is stunning as always, and Hilary Swank is just superb. Million Dollar Baby tells the journey of a young woman (Maggie Fitzgerald) whose passion for boxing is the one thing that she lives for and that she would do whatever it takes to succeed and fight against the best out there, amidst the pressure and pain. This is a love story, a father-daughter one, so plain and simple, yet so deep and touching. It moved me so much that I cried even for the second time watching it.

No wonder this movie bagged 4 Academy Awards including Best Director, Best Picture, Best Actress and Best Supporting Actor.

Winners are simply willing to do what losers won't.

"Mo Cuishle" is my inspiration :)

2007-07-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hello God's creations. I'm still not okay.

The fact that my persistent headache since Monday(my goodness) is really taking a toll on me that I have to miss the whole week of trainings. I want to train and take part in the competition next week laaaaaaaa. My head feels like it's about to burst anytime soon.

This week is really pathetic. I'm sick and MYEs can't get out of my mind. Tuesday was one of the worst days in my entire life when I broke down thrice in school and twice at home.

I swear to God I'll work extra hard for promos.
Like what Dorcas told me "1% aspiration, 99% perspiration".
Or like what I told myself "kalau tidak dipecahkan ruyung, mana akan dapat sagunya".

Okay okay.
I am a nerd and proud of it.

I borrowed Million Dollar Baby from the school library and I'm going to watch it this weekend!

Yesterday's short session with Mr Sequeira was beneficial. He cleared my doubts and please, like Mdm Zaharah used to tell me repeatedly in secondary school, i really have to answer the bloody question(ATBQ). He gave me a special prize for coming up to see him even when my script doesn't have "SEE ME"- redo the whole essay. Yes I will do it and ATBQ.

Miss Ding said that I might be having migraine because it's persistent headache, and she thinks I'm too stressed up. How can I not when promos are in 2 months' time? There's no time to lose, baby.

Do you think I'm too stressed up?
:)

i swear we need to find some comfort in this run down place
to bridge the gap of this conscious state that we live in

[Soul Meets Body - Death Cab For Cutie]

2007-07-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

Polly has been in my room for almost 4 days.

This morning, she was on the wall in front of me. She moved up and hid behind the curtains. Now, she's probably hiding in the cracks. Shy shy.

PW session this morning was excrutiating because of the nagging headache that I've been having until now.

Headache headache go away, come again another day.
(I'd say never because you ruined my trip home today and a promised study date with Sze Ying)

Yesterday I told my parents not to expect anything good for mid year exams. Thank God they understood when I kept repeating about the U-grades thing. I'm pretty hopeless, by the way, so there's no chance of me performing well for MYEs.

And in case you have no idea what I'm talking about, Polly is a lizard the size of my index finger.

[In Regards To Myself - Underoath]

2007-07-08T07:33:00.000+08:00

Tell me something.
What's the use of getting promoted to J2 if everyone's getting U and U and U for MYEs?

I don't like my Math teacher when he's being sarcastic at some of us saying "Aiyah, this question can do lah, so easy also don't know how to do". Of course we don't know how to do and obviously it's easy for him lah dammit!

Okay okay, calm down. Let's not get too stressed up over the shitty MYEs.

Fine I can't stand it. MYEs should just drown itself in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean basin because it made me downright miserable.

I will work my ass off and study like a crazy woman. JC life revolves around hardcore studying and revision and piles of notes.
And promos is in 2 months' time. EMERGENCY EMERGENCY!

Anyway, off with the stupid MYEs.

I shall be happy like Mika's songs.
everybody's gonna love today, love today, love todaaayyy!

Check out Alesana's new music video for Ambrosia! Awesome stuff.

my knuckles have turned to white
there's no turning back tonight
kiss me one last time

[New Shoes - Paolo Nutini]

2007-07-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

Training today was the bomb, literally.

I rushed home at 12.30pm to collect my boots and reached school at 4pm. Throughout the journeys back home and to school, I slept in the bus. And yes it does affect my mood and performance during training. Call it shitty performance or whatsoever, I wasn't really concentrating on rugby during training, instead it was more on exams and sleeping. Haha okay. My running wasn't that great either, stamina sucks to the core. Then shortness of breath and nausea, which in fact affected some other girls because the weather today is humid. But yeah, with the absence of the J2s, training seemed to be cooler. Ooops.

I'm so freaking tired I want to eat and watch Incredible Tales and Pwwisson Bwweeaakk and revise math and sleep. School starts at 9 and ends at 1 tomorrow!

Reason: Intensive PW lessons
PW is such a chore, waste my time only. I could use that for other useful stuffs like revising for the upcoming Promo exams and A-Levels.

i'll just believe that i was all displaced

[Battleships - Travis]

2007-07-04T16:54:00.000+08:00

MYEs made me feel like a sad, miserable loser.

I will study much more harder and put in much more effort into my Term 3 and 4 work.
I will ace the Promotional exams at the end of this year and the A-Levels next year.
I will not repeat the shitty mistakes that I did during the MYEs.
And lastly, I will not retain and repeat my J1.

I swear to God.

[Writings On The Walls - Underoath]

2007-07-02T11:39:00.000+08:00

When winter falls

Next year, I'll be holding on

To anything nailed down

As for being patient, with fate and all, it's getting old

And my mind is slowly changing

I'm calling all my oldest friends

Saying "sorry for this mess we're in,"

And I'm waiting, waiting

For the Sun to come and melt this snow

wash away the pain, and give me back control, control

An angel got his wings,

And we'll hold our heads up knowing that he's fine

We'd all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime

Should we still set his plate?

Should we still save his chair?

Should we still buy him gifts?

And if we don't, did we not care?

It makes you think about the life you've led

Shit you've done, things you've said

And it's grounding, grounding

I've been feeling three feet tall this month

hardly indestructible

But the snow melts, and the rhythm still goes on

An angel got his wings

And we'll hold our heads up knowing that he's fine

We'd all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime

Friends stay side by side

In life and death you've always stole my heart

You'll always mean so much to me, it's hard to believe this

These nights in vans

These nights in bars

Don't mean a thing with empty hearts, with empty hearts

An angel got his wings

And we'll hold our heads up knowing that he's fine

We'd all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime

Friends stay side by side

In life and death you've always stole my heart

You've always meant so much to me, it's hard to believe

So much to me, it's hard to believe

So much to me, it's hard to believe this

The guy who always had a smile on his face and deeply missed: John "Beatz" Holohan (1974-2005)

[Winter - Bayside]

2007-06-30T19:30:00.000+08:00

Guess which one I bought at HMV today? :)

a) Arrivals and Departures - Silverstein

b) Razorlight - Razorlight

c) The Boy With No Name - Travis

d) On Frail Wings Of Vanity And Wax -Alesana

I almost went nuts at HMV trying to decide which to buy. I would have bought all 4 at once!
But then, Razorlight shouts "PICK ME! PICK ME!" and so I chose Razorlight. I'm a very happy girl now :)

Actually I wanted to go to HMV with the intention to buy The Almost's album Southern Weather. They don't have it. Hizwani wanted Paramore's Riot and it wasn't there too, but she bought The Academy Is's Santi which is really cool.

And then when I got home, I realised I've missed something big. Really big.

I forgot to check out Haste The Day's Pressure The Hinges, Greeley Estates's Far From The Lies and FATA's Holding A Wolf By The Ears!

auurrgghhhhzzzzxxxzzzz

Then I remembered spotting Michael "Cutie" Buble at HMV's front. Again, auurrgghhhzzzzxxxzzz.

Okay, I shall visit HMV some time again! With a proper list of albums to check out.

[Closer - Travis]

2007-06-29T20:17:00.000+08:00

I don't know about you, but Malay papers drain my brain. Excessively.

Sastera was okay, except that I didn't manage to complete the question for Bujur Lalu Melintang Patah. I felt eeeuuurrgggggghhhh after the papers but what the crap, exams are over.

Sha: Eh Diyana, the other day you read starbucks at cerpen eh?
Me: 0.0 Yes I did!

Ahhhh extra holiday on Tuesday for me!

meeeyaooooo.

and i'm feeling like it's now or never
can i break the spell of the typical?

[Typical - Mute Math]

2007-06-27T20:11:00.000+08:00

Today is a goody good day!

Morning till mid-noon was gym session with my sister at CCK sports complex. Finally a good and well-deserved 10 rounds on the treadmill, quadriceps and hamstrings workouts(which left me in great pain after that because my left calve was contracting so intensely that it felt like bursting out of my leg). Anyway it was a pretty huge disappoinment because after the workout, I weighed only 47kg.

Girls, that's not good. Really not good.
That's as good as being skinny(which is totally not good also).
Hey I used to weigh 49kg okay. Never ever reached the 50kg mark, but I really hope one day I could weigh 50kg :)

Anyway I know you might think I'm nuts for being disappointed about my weight because everybody aims to lose weight and all. But seriously, I need to be at least 50kg dammit! Maybe I don't have any 'growing fat' genes. Okay nevermind.

Then at 5, met up with Afie to study at BPP Starbucks. It was so cool, I wish I could study there everyday. At least some productive work done, like completing Mereka Tidak Mengerti(yes Illiyana, I got the story now thank God!). Wa and Mi came and gahhhh, how I really miss them. And Afie, all the best for your Geography paper tomorrow(please check the time okay). Remember Alfred Wegener, and how the metosaurus "physically moved across the Atlantic Ocean". Haha! I love that answer :)

Iced Caramel Macchiato goes really well with Bacalah Dalam Bahasamu.

It wasn't until about 6.45pm that I realised this cool hanging lamp :D

And wooooomygosh, Starbucks played all these really cool songs. Soul/indie/blues which is like really cool.

i only apologise to you to make you feel better, i think i've outgrown that horsehair sweater

[Say This Sooner - The Almost]

2007-06-26T20:17:00.000+08:00

I can't believe Aaron Gillespie sings in The Almost and drums in Underoath.

And I want to thank Illiyana aka Cutie Pie, for providing me with sastera notes. You save my life! Till now, I couldn't get the Mereka Tidak Mengerti cerpen. Tsk tsk, Nur Fatin Diyana Tidak Mengerti.

Anywhoooos, History paper this morning was manageable, for once in my entire JC life. Though I still have this strange feeling that I left out a whole load of answers. Oh, but I love the Cold War.

Yesterday was a very sucky day.

Killer paper number 1: Geography. I didn't manage my time properly and couldn't complete the last question for Human Geography section.

And if that wasn't terrible enough, here was the Math paper, killer paper number 2. It was so terrifying, all the 5 classes in the I-Space groaned and complained that it was so hard after the paper ended. It was so demoralising, I felt like a complete idiot/fool/douchebag for not being able to answer the questions correctly after spending countless hours doing promo and mid-year papers from the other JCs. Math paper was so screwed upside down, left and right, inside out.

Malay literature paper this Friday! And all the hardcore studying will be over! Not for long.

and so they say it's times like these, where silence can mean everything

[Nothing Good Happens After Dark - Greeley Estates]

2007-06-23T11:56:00.000+08:00

I feel happy today and I don't know why.

Maybe because I've just completed the 8 Math promo papers. Or, going crazy over one particular ACJC question which really doesn't make any sense. Or, doing 2 papers within 2 hours. Holy mameeeeeee!

I know my happiness will be short-lived. Because I'll definitely won't be happy once Monday comes. The dawn of terror.

Right now, I'm thinking about my Prelims and how I got 23.

love sings, when it transcends the bad things
have a heart and try me
becasue without love i won't survive

[House Of Cards - Madina Lake]

2007-06-20T16:21:00.000+08:00

I wish they'd come to Singapore and have free admissions.

Anyway, I'm going into my 7th paper for Math. Hit 8, baby! And I can't believe mid-year exams are next week, so, holy mameeee!

Today is also another day(or should I say morning till afternoon) of Math&Music. Discovered some awesome bands, and at TDWP's page, I was wondering how I could have ever started listening to Alesana or Haste The Day or even FATA. TDWP's way too much for my fragile ears, so yeah I'm still confused.

Hooookay! History time!

[The All Star Diaries - A Skylit Drive]

2007-06-19T08:52:00.000+08:00

say it with me now.

FFAF IS COMING TO SINGAPORE
FFAF IS COMING TO SINGAPORE
FFAF IS COMING TO SINGAPORE
FFAF IS COMING TO SINGAPORE
FFAF IS COMING TO SINGAPORE
AHHHHHHHHH!

I love you Matt, but I know Mummy wouldn't let me go.

2007-06-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

Had PW meeting with my groupies today. Finally, some productive work done. But we aren't really quite bothered about PW for now because everyone's in the exam mood.

ruby ruby ruby rubayyyyyyyyyyy!
ooooooooooooooooo

Kaiser Chiefs, Rooney, Razorlight, The Futureheads, The Maccabees, The Bravery, Melee, The Suntreak, Until June.

Give me more good music.
And more Math.

[Time Won't Let Me Go - The Bravery]

2007-06-15T10:04:00.000+08:00

NUCKING FUTS.

I shall declare today, 15 June 2007, as the official M&M(Music&Math) Day where I spend the entire day listening to songs on Myspace and doing the various JCs promo papers.

And it really is working. I'm into my 4th paper now.
I think I can make it to 5 by tonight. That's badass.

Oops. My bad.

I've fallen in love with DSI :)
They sound like old Saosin.

[Walk The Plank! - Driver Side Impact]

2007-06-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

Storytelling time!

I was on my way to school this morning to study, in 105 where a guy suddenly sat beside me and I kind of jumped in my seat. Okay that wasn't too bad. And then, he started sitting in this very awkward position. His left arm brushed my right arm and I swear to God Almighty that his elbow was inches away from my boobs.

MY BOOBS!
What is this world becoming into?

So anyway, I couldn't move about because I was literally pinned to the side by this irritating elbow of his. I had to come up with some actions like doing my hair and scratching my face or nose just to raise up my arm and get his freaking elbow away. And then, he did it again.

RAAAAWWWWWRRRRRR.
At that moment, I told God I wanted to ram my Pony bag into his face.
But He said "no darling, be patient".

And I did, unfortunately. That guy, I swore, purposely positioned his elbow like that just to touch my boobs. And then when I wanted to get off the seat to alight, he placed his hands on the seat and near my skirt. AHHHHHH!

DONKEYHOLE.
Make sure I never see you again anywhere, because if I do, I will punch you right in the balls and make you beg for mercy.

It's a pity how this world can ever have such nonsensical people who have nothing better to do.

chorus of angels, lead me in a prayer that will shake the foundations of the earth

[When Did Your Heart Go Missing - Rooney]

2007-06-11T18:42:00.000+08:00

STUDY SESSION AND RETAIL THERAPY WITH IZZAH!

Study session in the morning till early afternoon was productive because I've finally completed AJC Promo paper. Did some Geography too. And poor Izzah fell sick a few days ago :(

After Zohor prayers, it was RETAIL THERAPY! Izzah bought a pair of Ripples slippers and she took a pretty long time deciding which design suits best. Saw Jeraine and Yijie, chatted for a while. I miss you two! Then my hunt for skinnies and half-cardigans started, but sadly Far East Plaza has no half-cardigans and pricey skinnies.

Izzah, I will spank you if you dare to walk along Orchard Road in a very sick condition next time. But you are my touch rugby mate and I love you anyway.

After Orchard Road, it was time for Bugis. Shopping alone is really fun. I've done that like countless number of times. The skinnies there are adorable and can get discount too!

HAHA

[Never Too Late - Three Days Grace]

2007-06-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

I need to do some serious shopping.

Late at night, and i'm really craving for a nice brownie with lots of hot fudge topping.

[Meat Market - Everbody Else]

2007-06-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hello I'm back from my vacation. My well-deserved break after tiring school schedule and other stuffs. Oh but this time our trip was a blast! :)

Day 1: Melaka, one night at Hotel Seri Malaysia which was pretty okay since it's a local hotel and we don't expect it to be like Shah's Resort in KL(local too, but absolutely terrible). Seafood dinner at Umbai, and I thank God for the abundance of good seafood in the waters of Melaka.

Day 2: Bye bye Melaka, hello Kuala Lumpur! Another one night at our favourite Corus Hotel, 5 minutes walk to Petronas Twin Towers KLCC. Lunch at The House of Sundanese Food was really good, and then we bought Auntie Anne's(as usual). Walk and shop, dinner at Mid Valley Megamall and off to auntie's house.

Day 3(today): Bye bye KL, hello hectic Singapore life. I really miss my bed.

Oh, and did I mention that the drivers(almost all) in Malaysia are so inconsiderate and speed as if bapak dorang punye negeri(which is really their country), but what I mean is, it gets really annoying when a driver suddenly horns like mad behind our car just because we go at a reasonable speed and they want to overtake us? It's neither B&W or Mercedes or Lamborghini, but a small Proton. Please be more considerate and reasonable, dammit!

[Chorus Of Angels - Haste The Day]

2007-06-04T07:09:00.001+08:00

ON VACATION! BE BACK ON WEDNESDAY :)

2007-06-01T17:30:00.000+08:00

Retail therapy with Dorcas after school to look for Mr Ng's wedding gift. We can be like the best shopping partners ever! :)

Lunch at Far East Plaza level 5, and I saw Faisal from SCSS sitting across me. Again, twice this year. Mmmmm okay.

It's BYEBYE to the polka-dotted tie we've been crazy about, and hello to a musical box for the bride and a nice mug for the groom. Oh my gosh, I swear the gifts are adorable!

and if my destiny should outbest me, then that's fine

[Break A Leg - The Spill Canvas]

2007-05-30T19:16:00.000+08:00

GYMMING SESSION WITH AFIE AT CCK SPORTS COMPLEX!

The cheating machine(excluding Afie, of course) robbed me of my, you know it, 40 freaking cents! That could be used to donate to any kid in Africa and you'll see huge smiles on their faces later. You put the coins once, and it's 40 cents. Imagine if someone open and close it 3 times, that'll be $1.20. Cheating machine, you money ripper!

One whole week without running/rugby training makes my body really weird. 11 laps on the treadmill felt really good. And then there's this guy who want to kenal-kenal with me. Oooops sorry baybehhhh, not interested!

I was craving for a Sweetalk drink after gymming but Afie mentioned about the high calorie content -_-.

So we headed to BPP Mcdonald's and chilled out. Afie, let's hang out more! And study Geography together! :)

[The Artist - Driver Side Impact]

2007-05-24T05:23:00.001+08:00

It's 5.20am now and I couldn't be any happier than before.

Fillipo Inzaghi, you inspire Milan to glory. And that's why I love you! :)

I really regret not waking up at 2, eventhough I've already set the alarm at that time, and woke up at 4 instead, lucky to catch up during the 52nd minute of the game.

Now, who wouldn't love Inzaghi? He scored a pair of goals with such effortlessness and skill. Eventhough Dida let in Kuyt's goal in the 89th minute(it was a pretty fast one), Milan claimed possession of the ball most of the time and it was a real good thing to do. Sweet revenge, like they call it.

Oh yes, I really do miss Andrea Pirlo, Cafu, Gattuso, Nesta, Kaka, Dida, the whole Milan team. Watch the match and you know why they deserved to win.

If I were to be in Sec 3 or 4 now, later during school time I would have discussed the game with the guys and argue over who played better or what. Now, my class has only 2 guys and they don't really watch soccer, so ermmm too bad. I'll be happy to myself.

AC Milan, AC Milan, AC Milan, AC Milan :)

20 minutes to 6am and let's revise some math now!

2007-05-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

GP lecture in the morning was horrible because of the horrible(as in disturbing) movie, Sleepers, that we watched. Full of profanities and euurrgghhh inhumane punishment, I tell you. I need to forget about the movie or else I'll be having terrible nightmares later.

Somehow, training was absolutely fun today. Congratulations to Rachel, our new touch rugby captain and Stef, vice-captain! :)

i'm watching you dance, i'm seeing you smile
still getting butterflies every once in a while

[In Fate's Hands - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus]

2007-05-20T18:10:00.000+08:00

I wonder why some girls adore, and even idolise(ZOMG), Paris Hilton. Like what Glenn Ong of Class 95fm said on one Wednesday morning, "Who wants to be rich, spoilt, and flat?" HAHAHA, I mean give me a break. She's not like some enviromentalist aiming to save the world from global warming or a successful entreprenuer. And some claim she's beautiful.

WHATTTTTTTT?
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, THIS WORLD IS REALLY GOING TO END SOON.
-.-

I baked blueberry muffins and made my own whipped cream to go with those today!

Honestly, I'm quite nervous about GP mid year paper this Saturday. I've done neither argumentative nor descriptive essays during secondary school. Mr Kaan was always advising us to write narrative ones. So yeah, i'm pretty scared now.

HEEEEHAAAHAAA, see Papa? I told you Chelsea would win the FA Cup. Okay fine, I don't like EPL. But anyways, AC Milan will rock May 23 during UEFA Champions League Finals! :)

five words, is it really that hard to say?
you're worth more than this

[Duality - Bayside]

2007-05-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

-_- currently in a dilemma about rugby

Oh well, put that aside. School today was fun. HAHAHA.

Human Geography test was a total flop. We were complaining about having to read the MCQs at least 4 to 5 times to understand everything, and i didn't complete the last question.

Had history debate during H1 lesson. I was the presenter and believe me, i can't count the times that i fumbled with the words because i was pretty nervous.

USA dropped bombs on Hiroshima and Nagasaki in 1945, and President Truman did not inform Stalin about the developement of the atomic boms, instead he told his British counterparts about it. This made USSR feel challenged and betrayed, thus they developed their own atomic bombs in 1949. Both sides began to stockpile arms, known as the arms race.

This ain't a scene, it's an arms race!
(cancel the 'goddamn' because it sounds unpolite)

Okay enough about history.
I love the subject!

After H1 lesson, met up with Dina at the grandstand and ran 5 rounds at the track. Spotted Mr Joshua Ng with his sling bag rushing down the steps and we confronted him. OMG he is adorable! He was rushing to get home to prepare for the upcoming wedding, then he waved us goodbye and waddled off. HAHA you should see the way he does that, Dina and i laughed like mad.

Left for town with Dorcas after that to shop for Mr Ng's wedding gift. I don't know what happened with Dorcas during the shopping trip, she was going so gaga over polka-dotted ties and bow ties. The instant she spots a polka-dotted one, she'll squel and calls 'DIYANA! DIYANA!'. I think the both of us have already decided on the yellow or brown polka-dotted ties at Paragon Metro, Goldlion brand ahhh don't play play. I swear it's really adorable!

i'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
i've never been perfect, but neither have you

2007-05-15T20:16:00.000+08:00

YES I PASSED MY 2.4KM RETEST RUN THIS AFTERNOON!
(no big deal, i know.)

I wonder why guys don't have any trouble running, 2.4km is a breeze for them. Tsk.

But imagine, the satisfaction of being able to make it in about 15 mintues(unfortunately) is somewhat wonderful. Last week's timing was downright teribble, 17.32 minutes, and all because of my aching knee.

I hope my 5 stations are okay, sit-ups make me mad. I simply just can't do them.

GP mid year exam/class barbeque at East Coast Park next Saturday!

And ouh errrr, Malay common test was pretty disastrous. Cikgu Supandi, i miss you banyak banyak and i need your help with compositions! :(

[What I've Done - Linkin Park]

2007-05-11T22:01:00.000+08:00

I took a bad fall this evening in my bedroom. Except i really can't recall what happened, how i fell and landed. After which i realised that there is a huge scar on my back, it scratched against something sharp and now my lower back hurts.

Double double, toil and trouble.
*witch smirks*

School was amazing today. TGIF really works.
Man, i'm craving for char kuay teow with extra cockles(halal one ah!)

I don't know whether i'm nervous or excited about the SMU Open touch rugby next Saturday. Since it is not a school event, we're competing against the clubs and adults. Mmmm so i presume it is going to be hell of a fun.

I feel like pre-ordering Linkin Park's new album this Sunday before the international release on May 14. Can get free posters!

far from the lies they told to you
you're not alone

[It's Far Better To Learn - Saosin]

2007-05-06T15:49:00.000+08:00

What Love Is Like

by Jan Knappert

__________________

The fields and forests of my deepest heart

are lovely landscapes for my love to grow.

Love is like clouds and sunshine in one sky

when sadly falling raindrops gaily glow.

Love is like riverwater pouring down

from loft mountain slopes, down on the rocks

the dry and withering sand receives the stream

that could have slaked the thirst of many flocks.

Love is like sunshine on ungrateful land

no blade of grass comes out to share the light

but flowers turn their faces up like girls

who dream of the approaching shining knight.

Sunshine can open flowers but not doors.

Rain breaks however much it pours.

The coloured clouds can make no mountains move.

A wheel prefers to turn in its old groove.

Love is like seed grains on a dusty land,

A careless wind may blow them far away...

Some fall in an old garden on soft sand

there they may sprout, grow stalks, blossom, and stay.

Love is like mountains in the distant mist

Attracting powerfully the restless mind.

After a long and tiring march the walls

of sheer rock bar the way, Love is not kind.

Love was an innocent and feeble plant.

I let it grow. The garden of my heart

was large enough. Now it has reached

the outer fences, covering every part.

2007-05-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

I hope to see a repeat of last season's UEFA Champions League Finals where Liverpool meets AC Milan.

So sorry, Manchester United. But AC Milan has my full-fledged support yo!
Oh and i do want AC Milan to win the trophy this season. Don't make me cry like last season hokayyyy.

I've just finished reading two Newsweek articles on violent crimes/massacres. Pretty scary to know what's going on inside the killers' minds. They blame others for their own faults and view as if the world is against them. Like OMG, i'd rather they go and fly kites at Marina Bay than go on a killing spree to release stress.

Back to the i'm-in-the-mood-for-Linkin-Park-songs period now. I even have 7 of their songs in my mp3 right now. Joe Hahn is so chubby like a baby! :)

Three cheers and jumps for joy because finally i can attend touch training tomorrow. Oh, and did i mention the 4 hours break before training starts, since school ends at 12.30pm for me tomorrow?

Jealous ahhhhhh
HEEHEEEHAAAHAAAHOOOO

Afie baby, i want to study Geography together with you. Sorry i can't make it this afternoon.

[Recounts And Recollections - From Autumn To Ashes]

2007-04-29T18:35:00.000+08:00

I ate lunch at 3pm, then a whole cheeze pizza an hour later.
Now, i'm eating Mi Sedaap mee goreng while doing my final PI draft.
But OMG Mi Sedaap is so seedaaaapppppp man!

mi sedaap, i like it
mi sedaap, we love it
mi sedaaaaaapppppppp!

Food revenge time, baby.
Now that i can at least chew, i'm enjoying what i've been craving for the past 2 weeks.
My almost rail-thin physique now resulted from no veggies/nutrition since i suffered from the jaw infection for 2 weeks. No good ah, no good.

Oh let's talk about yesterday.

Finally, tarian is over. But it was fun though. Thick make-up for the second time(first was prom night last year) and i love the costume! Took a shower and hung out with Sha at the grandstand watching the soccer match after that. Sha loves the number 10. HAHAHAHA. Thank you loads for doing my hair, next time i'll ask you to do it again hooookaysss :)

I need to head to Centrepoint to spend my Times voucher and Marina Square to buy mouth guards tomorrow after school. Oooo shopping!

Liana, if you hadn't told me that Tuesday is a public holiday, i would have been so excited to go to school because i was really looking forward to rugby training. But on the other hand, it's good that Labour Day falls on Tuesday because i have the Tuesday Blues and i don't like the lessons.

Tom Clancy's Ghost Recon is an excellent way to de-stress after you're so caught up doing math, especially. Shoot 'em enemies down yahhh!

The Dance Floor grand finals tonight ah!
My Fantastic Four hottie that i presumed was from JJC is a Filipino or something, not Malay?!
By the name of Gino *something something* Bagabay. Right, all these while i thought his name was Imran.
AHHHHHHH BOOOHOOOOHOOOO.

Kay, i need to complete my math tutorial worksheets 1 to 3a. To be honest, i don't think i can finish everything by tonight.

[Skin Your Teeth - The Stranger's Six]

2007-04-27T20:31:00.000+08:00

School ended at 12pm today because we need to prepare everything for tomorrow's 30th Anniversary celebration. So cool okay, i had only an hour of PW and half an hour of geography lecture and a two hour break.

Tarian practice after school before going off with Shahidah to MJC for the guys soccer match. Met Khairi(aka My Boo "suara serak" from MI) and yes i do miss him! The rain got even heavier with frequent lightnings so the match had to be postponed to a later date. Pity pity, took the bus to school with them and then went to town with Sha. Met Clare and Jeraine at Far East Plaza, ah i miss you dearies both very much! YAY we bought a pair of slippers each! I still need a pair of mouth guards though, RSH doesn't have them :(

After all that happened, i have to pretend that i'm attached. If not, things would take a worse turn.
AHHH HEHEHEHE

[I Predict A Riot - Kaiser Chiefs]

2007-04-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

People usually have what you call "Monday Blues". The start of the week begins with quite a heavy heart and they want the weekend to be longer.

I have the "Tuesday Blues". I dread Tuesdays the most because i have almost all the subject lessons and PE and rugby training(i missed 4 in a row because of my jaw infection). Speaking of which, trainings aren't that bad because i like to soak up in the mud.

Today has been so fun with the class. During breaks, the we-don't-take-H2 Econs people(including me) sat together and ate and talked and laughed and had a real good time. Sure i've missed out alot during my one week of absence from school last week. And since i can't chew until now, i've been eating porridge my mum packed from home and swallow it slowly. So then, the distraught and sympathetic faces of my friends signalled that they understood what i'm going through and they were like "Wah Diyana, that's a good way to lose weight man!". Sure it is, but i get so jealous when they eat all the nice rice and noodle dishes in front of me.

And oh gosh, i do look thin.
Rail thin? Probably soon.

You're nuts if you think i'm aiming to be thin.

Oh for the love of God, i want to gain weight. I want to gain weight. I want to gain weight. BOOOHOOOOHOOO.

There'll be a full dress rehearsal for NYJC's 30th Anniversary celebration tomorrow after school. Tarian, baby!

(Some of you'll be thinking WADDAHECK FATIN DIYANA IS IN MALAY DANCE?!)

How ironical really.
I can't even imagine myself dolled up in super thick make-up and fancy dance costumes and doing zapin, payung, kipas and so on. HAHAHA.

My swell still hurts quite badly. My jaw is still stiff.
Mmmmm but i'm thankful i can talk :)

[Secret - Greeley Estates]

2007-04-21T13:08:00.000+08:00

I CAN FINALLY TALK! OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH! :)

Though my words aren't so clear and my mouth can open only to a certain point, ahhhh. PRAISE BE TO GOD!

Seriously, i swear to God a few days ago i was on the verge of giving up and cried and cried all day. Now, see what your prayers can do?

I've asked for a miracle. He gave it to me today. Thank you God.
But still i can't chew nor eat properly. And swallowing is still painful.

HEHEHEHEHE
Now i need to do a lot of catching up on my studies. One week of absence from school is no joke man.

And i'll say again, thank you everyone for your prayers and concern and support and love and everything! :)

2007-04-20T10:20:00.000+08:00

I've not attended school for one week.
I was almost bedridden a few days ago.
From toothache to root canal treatment to fever to chronic bone infection to swelling.
My jaw hurts; talking is almost impossible.
I've been eating plain porridge for one week.
My appetite's decreasing.
I've grown thinner.
I've grown weaker.
I'm sorry for burdening my family financially, emotionally and physically.
They're my angels and they took great care of me.
I miss 0728, school, everything.
I need a miracle.

Please do, God.

Loads of hugs and kisses to everyone for your concern and help :)

2007-04-17T10:04:00.000+08:00

Dr Mohan said it is a cyst, Dr Teo said it isn't.
And both X-Ray films showed different colours.

0_o
Which one?

Since i'm now having difficulty talking, i shall spill out all the things here.

I'm in HSP.
(HSP=Hell Shit Pain)
If i were to say i'm in hell shit pain hell shit pain throughout this post, it wouldn't look decent, would it? Nvm i'll just use the abbreviated form.

Two days MC and i don't think it's enough for me to stand the pain tomorrow in school.

OH MY GOSH the root canal treatment yesterday left me so disoriented that i cried the whole day and night. I was in HSP the whole time and even talking and eating seemed almost impossible but i had to or else i'd be dead now.

I lost count of the number of painkillers and sleeping pills i took. Even double the dosage couldn't make me go to sleep and i cried till my pillow smelled of tears.

Crap, i know taking excess amounts of pills is very dangerous. Believe me, i was desperate for the pain to stop. It's literally killling me.

Dina also had her wisdom tooth surgery and MC for the whole week. Take care girl!

If you were me, you'd understand the HSP i'm going through right now. It's as if someone's extracting your tooth with a gigantic pair of pliers and he's doing nothing except pulling and pulling and pulling but it never comes out.

Painkillers, sleeping pills and antibiotics won't aid.
Prayers do.

God help me.
I've missed alot of lessons, tarian practice, rugby trainings, blah blah blah.

There's math, history, math math and more math.
How irritating can my boyfriend be?

I can't eat properly, my appetite is decreasing and i've grown thinner :(

Oh God, please make me strong.

2007-04-12T19:33:00.000+08:00

Again today, the toothache is excrutiating and left me in tears during PW tutorial. I was quiet the whole time in school, the pain somewhat affected my speech.

Macam nak mati.
I feel as if i'm on the verge of death.
The pain is excrutiating(i think that's the best word i can use).

Just got back from the dental clinic and Dr Mohan did an X-Ray to examine my tooth.

For the past two years, my small tooth(a permanent/adult one) remains in the same position and size. And BOOOOOM, he told me it's not good because the X-Ray film showed a dark portion under the tooth. It is an infection, or better, a cyst.

CYST! After two freaking years, why must the pain come now?
boooohooooooo hoooooo

I did my own research a few moments ago and crap, i might be having Lateral Periodontal Cyst. My X-Ray film matches exactly as the one that's on the internet.

LPC is so not a laughing matter. No wonder i feel like i'm on the verge of dying.

I need more painkillers. The doctor gave me only 12. I need a hundred.
And i have the urge now to extract my tooth using a pair of pliers from the tool box(which then, will not help ease the pain because the cyst will definitely spread).

Tell you what, the pain is unbelievable. Only God knows exactly how i feel.

2007-04-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

TERRIBLE TERRIBLE TERRIBLE TOOTHACHE TODAY, LIKE HELL.

It's been like this since the weekend. During math tutorial, the pain was excrutiating(i swear to God it was)and i had no other options but to continue paying attention.

Skipped tarian practice and went home feeling so giddy and disoriented. I slept from 4.45pm till 11.30pm and right now i feel as if my whole mouth is going to explode.

And if I were to extract the tooth, there'll be a gap at the front so yeah, don't be surprised later. I'll probably be smiling wide less often.

Dear God, please help me.

[The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls]

2007-04-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that I'm doing a Malay dance for NYJC's 30th Anniversary. Right, the last time that i actually did a proper Malay dance was 9 years ago in primary 2.

I felt giddy and had this irritable runny nose throughout the day in school.

I need to complete my karangan lah baybehhhhhh.

Mathematics is my boyfriend <3

[How To Save A Life - The Fray]

2007-04-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

No school today! Instead, the J1s had a mural painting project at various void decks in the neighbourhood. 0728's is definitely the best one ever.

Had truckloads of fun with the class hanging out and painting the mural, courtesy of Sze Ying! Yeah you rock girl!

BEFORE: The drawing layout. Gosh, there were so many different paint colours we had to do.

AFTER: Many touch-ups had to be done and the final piece after more than 9 hours completing everything :)

I love 0728. They rock my life in Nanyang.

2007-04-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

I really regretted sleeping at 2.30am this morning.
Made me so darn uncomfortable during lessons where i just kept yawning and yawning, in my own world most of the time, and not paying attention at all during malay lesson.

Oh but after that, Izzah and me went to Queensway Shopping Centre to get her boots and my FBT shorts. We were craving for Old Chang Kee so much (:

I swear to God, i am so FREAKING tired.
What more, eventhough the bed's already calling me, i still have to jot down the history notes and iron my uniform and ahhhh, tomorrow there's PE and rugby training which ends at 7 plus.

Eeeeee, i think i ran too much last week. Now, this week's just going to get a little tougher.

the sweet relief of saying
you shield your heart from breaking

[Too Much CSI - Greeley Estates]

2007-03-31T19:47:00.000+08:00

School's sports carnival in the morning at Bedok reservoir park and omg it was so cool! Except the 1km race part, that wasn't really cool. But i am so proud of the race team: Gabriel, Hasanah, Wenying, Sze Ying and me, eventhough we were the last team to arrive but we completed the race to the best of our ability. Tsk, i still think it's quite unfair because the Houses Dragon, Phoenix and Griffin have 4 or more guys in each team and Pegasus(my class) has 4 girls and a guy. Mind you, all the guys sprinted like mad cheetahs throughout the journey.

Put that aside, we made our class proud :)
Thank you 0728 for the encouragement and motivation during the last few metres of the race!

Had lunch after that at Tampines Mall with the class. It was soooooo full of people.

Took the train home with Dorcas, Sylvia, JiaJia and Sze Ying. Oh i met my MI OG mate, Corrinne! Chatted with her and caught up with the new things. Heheh, she recently put on braces.

Mampos.
I am dead beat right now.

I ran 4 rounds on the track on Tuesday during PE, another 4 rounds during rugby training on Thursday and today, 1km during the race. All in this week. Too much running makes your knees weak.

That's why i'm desperately, por favor, in need of a nice long sleep.

[Follow And Feel - Saosin]

2007-03-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

Drink mud, play rugby :)

RUGBBBBAAAAAYYYYYYY!
Rug-baby, Rugbyyyyy, Rugggbeeeyyy!

Today's training was absolutely fun! Nice seniors, nice people, nice coach.
Oh yes, i really do need to train running more often.

Grrraahhh, math revision time!

[Stitches - Haste The Day]

2007-03-26T19:53:00.000+08:00

Wouldn't it be wonderful if school was to end at 12 noon everyday? :)
Imagine all the smiles and extremely happy faces of pupils everywhere.

Anywhoo, yes school today was great. I had only 2 hours of lessons, Geography and Mathematics. Econs lesson was spent with Dina, Gabriel and Sze Ying at the canteen having our break since we're not taking H2 Econs. There's touch rugby training tomorrow and i need to shop for rugby boots this week at Queensway!

Spent the afternoon with Ariff at town after school. We went to watch TMNT and oh i so love how they potray the brotherly love! Walked about and he bought a black jacket at Far East Plaza. Then off to Borders to enjoy the magazines. Heheh, i miss him lah. Enjoy your work tomorrow! :)

[Naive - The Kooks]

2007-03-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

Everybody agrees that they enjoy long and nice bus rides, and so do i :)

I'll only have 3 hours of school tomorrow. Starts at 9, ends at 12. See, i love NanyangJC.

[The Oracle - Haste The Day]